For your music, the music you would die for—even give your soul for—is a music that not even Hell can hear.

     isbn: 9781250789068 | pages: 372
     publication date: September 27, 2021 | source: library
     genre: adult, science fiction, fantasy, lgbtqia+, fiction
     rating: 9/10

    A M A Z O N    |    G O O D R E A D S    |    B O O K S H O P * 
    B O O K D E P O S I T O R Y    |    B A R N E S A N D N O B L E S

the beauty of discovery
Light from Uncommon Stars was one of the last books I read in 2021 and quickly surprised me by becoming one of my favorite reads of all time. While I was initially wary going into this, the themes of self-discovery, love, family, and music completely captivated me from start to finish. We follow several characters on their own journeys of defining their worth and the purpose of their life in the grand scheme of social acceptance. 

Think of a piece of music. Is it not a miracle that each time the notes are played, the music is reborn?

Katrina Nguyen runs away from home at the start of the novel taking only her essentials and her violin. After years of abuse at home from her parents after coming out as transgender, she's decided to reconnect with someone she met at a LGBTQIA+ event in hopes of paving her own future. She doesn't expect to run into Shizuku Satomi, a renowned violin teacher nicknamed the Queen of Hell, at a park and becoming her final student. The relationship that grows between Shizuku and Katrina warmed my heart in so many ways - Shizuku has this reputation of being an untouchable genius and Katrina manages to break down that façade to expose both of their vulnerabilities. Their exploration of music honestly took my breath away and made me want to go to concert to just experience music and that is saying a lot coming from a slightly jaded music major who low-key fell asleep at all her required concerts during college. 😅

building your own family
This novel is also unapologetic in its descriptions of love amongst the characters and I adored that. As Katrina navigates her identity and learns her worth amidst the hatred and cruelty of the world, she finds a family that loves her and accepts her wholly. Shizuku's relationship with Lan also filled my heart with all the butterflies because for the first time, the Queen of Hell has a reason beyond her music to exist. I loved the exploration and juxtaposition of Katrina and Shizuku's journeys as our two main characters and seeing how they were able to take the shared love for music and define it in a way that fit their personality and character development. Katrina manages to redefine Shizuku's strict boundaries of what music can be while Shizuku is able to help Katrina unleash her potential to bring her music to life.

One does not play memories of music; one plays music itself. And lifetimes, from beginning to end, are as sheets of music, ready to be played.

I cannot write out my thoughts without also addressing the biggest component that compelled me to pick this up in the first place: Shizuku's bargain with Tremont. This was everything I wanted a Faustian bargain to be, the concept of giving Hell the souls of six insanely gifted musicians for the chance to be perform again and be remembered for one's music - literal chefs kiss. It tackles the idea behind the impact of music on the performer and the audience as well as the bridge that ties them together. This takes music and just gives it wings, as cliched as it sounds. Music is able to become this form of communication that allows those on the outside to see a part of Shizuku and Katrina's soul how their passion allows the music to take a piece of their heart and make it immortal in the ears of the audience.

What would happen if someone played their existence not only to its inevitable end, but also to its inevitable beginning? What if someone played their music to its inevitable everything?

Light from Uncommon Stars is a book that I want to read over and over again because it's simply beautiful. I adore the characters, the themes, and quite simply, how this made me feel alive. It has also given me an insane craving for a good donut and that's how you know a story is going be a timeless classic.

"Even when the stories told were true, they never talked about what happened after the quest. About all the wounds - visible and otherwise - that lingered long after the neat close of the tale. They had rescued the damsel. The end. But there was still so much pain there, and perhaps there always would be."

Hello there! It has been a minute since I've been able to cross a completed series off my list so I figured I'd do a full review in honor of this momentous occasion. The Camelot Rising trilogy by Kiersten White is a retelling of the classic story of King's Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table only through the eyes of Guinevere who happens to be a changeling trained by Merlin to protect Arthur from the Dark Queen. With magic outlawed in Camelot and the Dark Queen slowly regaining her strength, Guinevere must navigate the dangerous political world of Arthur's court while working behind the scenes to prevent Camelot from falling apart.

B O O K S H O P *      |     G O O D R E A D S
formats read: physical (book 1), e-book/netgalley (book 2 & 3)

questionable characters
It was the premise that initially drew me in because I've been the biggest Arthurian legend fan since middle school and I also love anything that has to do with a bit of fairy lore. The Camelot Rising trilogy ultimately fell flat for me as a whole and I'll admit I finished all three books almost out of spite and the mentality that I've already "gotten this far" that I might as well see how things played out. As displayed from my ratings above, it was quite a rough reading adventure and that all comes down to the portrayal and arcs of the characters.

I really did not like Guinevere as the main character which was so disappointing because she was the reason I picked up the first book. With the premise placing her as the lead and someone who practiced magic illegally, there was so much potential for her character to explore and break the confines of "Guinevere" that most Arthurian retellings use. If I had to categorize her character arc through the three books in the simplest terms it would be: lost --> petty --> indecisive. It became almost frustrating to read from her perspective because I couldn't understand her decisions and was also confused why her priorities were always slightly askew in comparison to the greater plot.

highlights and inconsistencies
Being a retelling, there were some highlights that paid homage to the original text and that became some of my favorite Easter eggs to spot throughout the trilogy. I also appreciated how Kiersten White managed to diversify the relationships beyond the traditional pairings and how it was also simply normalized through Guinevere's eyes. There are moments where you can clearly see how the author was breaking the stiff boundaries of the original legend with women-empowered characters like gender-bending Lancelot to be a female knight and the Northern tribes treating their women like equals in battle and leadership - moments that became some of the highlights amidst Guinevere's self-deprecating monologue.

While I did appreciate the attention to detail in the regard, there were other moments where characters would seemingly do a complete 180 in their development just to further the plot. Characters who were central to the plot showed up at convenient moments to cause tension that felt unnecessary or became completely different in personality and goals just to prove a point. It all led down to this idea that Camelot was the shining beacon of the future, destined to lead the world to greatness and everyone else was somehow lesser. This idea is definitely a central theme in the legend but part of me wishes that with all the advancements made in other aspects of the story that there could have been more expansion to the finale.

Ultimately, I wished I loved this trilogy because there has yet to be an Arthurian retelling with a premise that interested me and proved to actually meet my expectations. Finishing these books also made me reevaluate my opinions towards YA fantasy because maybe I'm simply outgrowing some of these stereotypes and dramas that make the genre exciting for a younger audience. In the end, it all comes down to personal preference, but damn I really could not stand Guinevere. 

We might be legends to the mortals, but the dragons are legends to us all.

 isbn: 978006303130 | pages: 512
     publication date: January 11, 2021 | source: tour
     genre: fantasy, adult, asian mythology, retelling
     rating: 8/10 

    A M A Z O N    |    G O O D R E A D S    |    B O O K S H O P * 
    B O O K D E P O S I T O R Y    |    B A R N E S A N D N O B L E S

the sacrifice for family
Daughter of the Moon Goddess is a stunning debut novel that explores the boundaries of duty for family, love, and kingdom amidst the gorgeous prose and wuxia imagery. Xingyin is the daughter of Chang'e and the hero Houyi and has lived her entire life on the moon. Unbeknownst to her, Chang'e has hidden her existence from the rest of the Celestial Kingdom, and her life begins to unravel when the Empress arrives. Xingyin finds herself on a journey that pushes her limits as she trains alongside the emperor's son, masters archery and magic, and embarks on quests to break her mother's enchantment.

Those in love often make promises they can't keep.

This story is immersive and magical with characters that grow on you as their journey unfolds. It took me a minute to place why this read differently before I belatedly realized that we are reading from Xingyin's perspective in first person. After that, it became almost second nature to slip into her point of view and experience all that she's goes through on her journey to reunite with her mother. The novel itself is broken into three parts and while the pacing sometimes felt inconsistent when furthering the plot, it personally didn't bother me because I was so enamored with the world. I loved how Xingyin was determined in her actions and despite all the curveballs that the Celestial Kingdom might throw at her, she doesn't lose sight of her family and her goals.

We will do things for our family - our loved ones - that we would not do for ourselves. Some might call us fools, Those who don't understand, never will.

the sacrifice for love
While I've only watched a handful of Chinese historical dramas, Daughter of the Moon Goddess made me feel like I was watching those beautifully choreographed scenes come to life in the pages. The little nods to the cinematography and stunning fights made my heart so happy to see them unfold in a fantasy novel. Like the wuxia dramas that I watched with my mom, there's treachery and betrayals, political manipulation and dangerous bargains, all of which made me gasp every time. At the end of the novel, I can truly say that I was 110% invested in Xingyin's story and watching her relationships develop and how she learns to harness her powers and her love for her family and friends (and a certain prince?) made her a relatable character that blossomed under all the hardships she experiences.

We should appreciate the flower, regardless of its roots.

It almost pains me to be finished with this story because it was truly a magical experience. I can only wait anxiously for the sequel as I cannot wait to be reunited with Xingyin and go on more magical journeys with her.

Don't blame the instrument, but the one who directs the tune.

thank you so much to Turn the Pages Tours for allowing me to participate on this fantastic tour! be sure to click on the banner image or here to check out the other amazing stops!

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images from: unsplash & google image: moon | girl with flute | girl with bow | imperial palace

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Sue Lynn can be reached on Instagram @SuelynnTann, or on her website: www.suelynntan.com

Hello there! It's time to welcome in 2022 and reflect on all the reading that happened in 2021! In terms of numbers, this was definitely a slow year and I ended up reading a total of 45 books which is lower than my original Goodreads goal. Despite that, I think this is my highest year in terms of rating since I'm ending with an average of 3.5 which feels low compared to how many books I gave 4 stars and above. 

If you haven't checked out my favorites from the first half of the year, be sure to click here to see which five books blew me away from January - June, but without any delay here are some of my favorite books from the second half of 2021.

light from uncommon stars by ryka aoki
review to come    |    B O O K S H O P *
Dare I say that this was my favorite book of the year? And to think that I read it towards the latter half of December kind of blows my mind. Light From Uncommon Stars had two factors that I was super on the fence about: music and space. For some reason, I always feel wary picking up books about music because it's something that I've studied so much to the point where I have a love/hate relationship with it. But honestly, this book makes music so beautiful. It left me feeling haunted and filled with this longing to just play music again and I already want to go back and reread the story.

the wolf and the woodsman by ava reid
read my review here    |    B O O K S H O P *
The Wolf and the Woodsman is one of those stories that I knew I was going to enjoy but didn't anticipate how much it would stay with me. At the time, I gave it a 4/5 stars but it didn't stand out in the particular. Fast forward to the end of the year and I'm still thinking about the characters, the themes, and the gorgeous atmosphere which solidified it's place as one of my favorites for 2021. Ava Reid has another novel coming out this year called Juniper and Thorn (*) so if you love gothic/horror retellings then definitely check it out!

picture us in the light by kelly loy gilbert
review to come (?)    |    B O O K S H O P *
I should have written a review for this months ago but simply couldn't put my emotions into tangible words so here we are. Picture Us in the Light solidified Kelly Loy Gilbert as a favorite author because she once again managed to use her characters and storytelling in a way that seemed to peel back and reveal so much about myself that I wasn't expecting to read. Danny's experiences with his friends and more specifically, his family, felt so personal and the writing style made it feel like you were experiencing everything right there with him. I honestly cannot stop thinking about this book and how it just made me feel.

       

under the whispering door by tj klune
B O O K S H O P *
I guess we're starting a tradition because this is the second year where I've concluded my reading with a T.J. Klune novel and tears of some sort. Under the Whispering Door deals with the death and redemption of Wallace Price when he finds himself at Charon's Crossing Tea Shop. The novel tackles the difficult conversation of death and the impact it leaves on the departed as well as the idea of fairness when it comes to losing one's life. TJ Klue's writing style as a way that just envelopes you in a blanket and makes you feel so appreciative of all the little details of life. For a story about death, this story makes you fall more in love with life.

Edit: As much as I enjoy TJ Klune's writing, I do want to note the information that his previous work The House in the Cerulean Sea was inspired by the trauma of the Indigenous people of Canada's experience in residential schools. If you'd like to learn more or donate, I encourage you to match my donation of $30 (price of book) to IRSSS (Indian Residential School Survivors Society).
If you'd like to find other places to donate, check out this list here.

a cuban girl's guide to tea and tomorrow by laura taylor namey
read my review here    |    B O O K S H O P *
This honestly made the list because it put me on the biggest contemporary kick ever and it deserves the spotlight for being such a trendsetter. While I do read a considerable amount of contemporaries each year, I wouldn't call it one of my favorite genres and never quite felt the urge to pick them consecutively. A Cuban Girl's Guide to Tea and Tomorrow changed that because after finishing this book, I picked five other ones right after. This story just felt so warm and comforting from the delicious descriptions of Cuban cuisine to the relationships that just fills you up with happiness. I think I usually pick up contemporaries that are a bit more hard hitting so the fact that this one feels like sunshine in a book made it stand out all the more.

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piranesi by susanna clarke
read my review here    |    B O O K S H O P *
I debated including this because it's probably one of the strangest books I've read in a while but it also left me feeling full of wonder. Piranesi isn't a story where it grips the reader based on specific characters or an engaging plot but uses it's unique premise and writing style to completely envelop you into the world. It makes you feel like you're surrounded by magic even if the actual text is talking about fishing and birds. It somehow manages to make the mundane fascinating and despite only being published less than two years ago, already feels like a classic.

        

My biggest goal moving into the new year is to continue expanding the voices that I pick up. I've spent the majority of the year reading books by Asian authors (particularly East Asian) which have given me a sense of happiness that I couldn't find in books before and really reinforced the power of representation in literature. I'm hoping to step outside that comfort zone and read other BIPOC authors to continue learning more about other cultures and the powerful stories they have to tell.

On a different note, my sister recently started her own book blog - Booked with Boba so if you love dark academia, mystery/thrillers, lots of Greek mythology, and a dash of K-drama & K-pop, definitely check it out!

What are some of your reading highlights from 2021?

Hello there! Happy DAY FIVE of 2021's FIVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS where I attempt to post every day until Christmas. This post is...a couple days late since it's already December 29th but my motivation become completely non-existent the minute school ended on December 23rd. That and I got an eye infection so I was basically a pirate throughout the entire holiday, love that for me. Now that both eyes have regained their seeing function and I can stare at a screen without a headache, here's the final (late) installment for this year's Christmas series.

This list was quite hard to put together since I tend to have a hard time giving books five stars but after perusing my shelves I found that there are a lot of books I've accumulated that I am very excited for and really hope they will blow me away. 

the greenbone saga - fonda lee *
Another trilogy that I'm putting on this list but also one with a slight caveat because if I'm 100% honest, I don't think I have the guts to read all three books in 2022. I know without a doubt that this will destroy me just like it has everyone else and that will most likely result in a very high rating, but I'm also too scared to commit. This story has, to take it from the synopsis, intergenerational blood feuds, vicious politics, magic, and kung fu. It's also been on my TBR since 2020 and one of my most highly anticipated books on my physical shelves. 

What are some of your 5-star predictions for 2022?

Hello there! Happy DAY FOUR of 2021's FIVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS where I attempt to post every day until December 25th. Do I sound like a complete Grinch if I admit that I made my first Christmas playlist this year? Maybe after years of both school and church choirs where we start rehearsing holiday music in September, I might have developed a small aversion to Christmas music. I guess 2021 is the year to change that because I've actually found some songs that don't make me want to wither up inside and yes they are mostly K-pop related. 🎄

my my - purple kiss

This is the song that inspired this post because prior to My, My I don't think I've ever paid attention to any group's holiday release. Purple Kiss is quickly climbing up my "groups I stan" list which is why I decided to give this song a listen and it's been on repeat ever since. The chorus is so catchy and I've been humming it non-stop, not to the mention that the music video also serves some major Christmas vies.

christmas without you - taeyeon

I absolutely adore Taeyeon and her Christmas album has truly been one of the few Christmas albums that I'll actually listen to during the holidays. Christmas Without You has to be my favorite solely because of her vocals which honestly, who is surprised? The harmonies, the backtrack, everything comes together so seamlessly and listening to the song make you feel like you're floating above the clouds while the world below is covered in a blanket of snow. 

the carol - loona

As an Orbit, I'm obligated to include The Carol on this list despite not listening to it that much until this year. 😬 However, it is currently on repeat as I am writing this post so I can confidently say that LOONA's songs never disappoint. I also adore the music video and it makes me want to go out and participate in Christmas-y activities that I've honestly never really done before. 

you can cry - btob
 
BTOB is one of my favorite groups but one that I rarely go back into their archives after becoming first discovering them in 2016. Their winter album came out in 2014 and I listened to it for the first time while putting this playlist together. Needless to say, it's now an absolute favorite and there's just something magical about their vocals and the fluidity of the rap line that just makes each of their songs a masterpiece.

christmas memories - loving caliber, jaslyn edgar

This is probably the only English song that I've actually enjoyed listening to during the holidays. I first heard this song in a vlogmas video and actually liked it so much that I tracked it down on Spotify. Something about the lyrics just brings a smile to my face and makes me feel a little lighter and brighter. Not going to lie it also makes me low-key feel majorly single because it's just such an adorable song.

Who would've thought that making a Christmas playlist would actually put me in the mood to listen to Christmas music two days before the actual holiday? All jokes aside, I'm so glad that winter break is finally here and even though I can't exactly go right into rest mode due to my other commitments, this playlist is 100% holding me over until then.

What are some of your favorite Christmas songs?

 Hello there! Happy DAY THREE of 2021's FIVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS where I attempt to post every day until Christmas starting December 20th. I originally wanted to do a Christmas playlist to books post today but was struggling to find books that matched the vibes so I thought I'd break that post into two and just share some books that give me all the wintery chills. 

I'm not much a seasonal reader but I have to admit that books with winter-esque settings or atmospheres tend to stand out to me more than ones with other seasonal references so here are five books from my shelves that fit perfectly with a cold winter night.

for the wolf by hannah whitten *

the bear and the nightingale by katherine arden *

There is no winter book list if The Bear and the Nightingale isn't on it. It's been a minute since I've gushed over one of my favorite books ever so this is an opportunity not to be missed. Set in the freezing village of Northern Russia, the story follows Vasya as she navigates the crushing societal boundaries of medieval Europe alongside the changing landscape of religion versus cultural mythology. The entire trilogy is absolutely perfect for the winter season but the first book in particular is full of incredible descriptions of the harsh but beautiful Russian winter. That coupled with the delightful mythological creatures and the challenging conversation of Christianity's blind fervor makes this story both a magical adventure and a thought-provoking analysis.
read my review here

the wolf in the whale by jordanna max brodsky *

This is one of those books that I bought on an absolute whim, have heard almost nobody talk about, have to read since purchased years ago, and for some reason cannot seem to give it up. All I know about the premise is that it follows an Inuit shaman and a Viking as they try to save the world and prevent the gods from tearing everything apart. It's a combination of tradition and folklore that I haven't explored before which intrigues me and it's also been on every winter tbr list I've made since I bought it. Maybe this winter will be the year that I get around to picking it up and finally see if the allure of the synopsis lives up to my expectations.

the silence of bones by june hur *
I'll admit that this book has been on my radar for a while and I've been actively avoiding it since. The main reason being that I'm not the biggest historical kdrama fan and that factor of the story was heavily pushed during its publication. But, I have seen reviews about the atmosphere and the haunting vibes of the story and after many months, my interest is slowly getting piqued. I have also picked up June Hur's sophomore novel and found myself enjoying her writing style so maybe that's a sign to finally give this Joseon historical fiction mystery a chance. With murder, an unlikely friendship, and the chance to finally speak up, The Silence of Bones is slowly but surely growing on me.

the wolf and the woodsman by ava reid * 
Did I not say this post was almost entirely made of wolf related books? I read this back in June and despite the blazing temperatures outside had chills the entire time. This is another story with creepy trees and a forest that's out to kill anyone who crosses inside, but it also has some high-stakes scenes that take place with a blizzard and that's pretty wintery in my opinion. The Wolf and Woodsman is also a commentary on social and religious class as well as the displacement of cultures and it's absolutely fantastic so if you haven't picked this one up, definitely do so for the upcoming winter months.
read my review here

Will you believe me if I said that writing this list gave me actual chills? It's bright and sunny at the moment with no snow in sight but I swear I could feel the winter wind. That sounds incredibly cliched but now I just want to be on break already and read these books. I officially have one more day (technically a half day) and both teachers and students alike are counting down the hours.

What's your favorite winter read?